09.29.09
10:58 p.m.
I'm a bit sad the crush has subsided. It made me feel giddy and happy and fluttery.
So, I talk to the home-schooled Catholic boy on a daily basis and we hang out occasionally outside of school/work. But, I can't decide if my innocent, yet completely inappropriate, crush has subsided or if it's just dormant. I adore him and care about him, but no longer want to molest him. Well, sometimes momentarily, but it's fleeting.I'm assuming the crush has morphed into something more maternal. Probably because I feel like the Den Mother to him and the boy scout Air Force boys.
I suppose if I thought about it enough, I'd be sad. It's a bit pathetic that I'm the surrogate mommy to 22 year old boys.
Meh. Whatever. It's nice to have a loving/caring friendship with boys that doesn't involve sex. It's a bit refreshing and probably exactly what I need right now. And sex. But not necessarily from the same individual, of course.
In other news, I sliced the tip of my finger off when I was slicing tomatoes on Sunday night. Fun times! I don't have health insurance so I had to super glue it back on. Literally. Luckily, it was still attached by a sliver of skin, so hopefully I regain feeling soon.
I'm so ghetto.
