I am so patheticStill no communication from him.
I know it's over, but I keep hoping it's not.
Like I tell myself it's only been a week since I spoke with him. That's not that long. And just now, as I am typing this, it has hit me. I'm fooling no one but myself.
I can't stop thinking about it and it's driving me insane. I just want to sleep because that makes the hours go by faster.
Also, I just want to go on a date with someone else so I can quit thinking about him. Trouble is I can't find one because I'm so disgustingly fat now.
I am so pathetic.