06.01.06

3:17 a.m.

new beginning. maybe

Itís 3:17am and logically I know I should be sleeping now.

I want to be sleeping now.

But, my internal clock is broken. Or got flipped, turned upside down. (Ha. Fresh Prince of Bel-Air reference. Oh, donít act like you donít know every word.)

I slept until almost 3:30pm today. I feel like my entire life is spent sleeping. Mainly, because it is. Iím sick of it and I want it to change, but my body fights it.

Itís easy to avoid human interaction when everyone is sleeping.

Today is June 1st. Iím claiming it as a new beginning for me.

I just want to be healthy and happy and normal.

last entry | next entry


pandaaaaaaaaaaaa

I'm Not Dead, I Swear

current
older


Bulletpoints - 09.01.10
Today starts week three of my jury duty. - 04.13.10
I think my eyes are permently swollen from crying. - 04.03.10
I know it's April Fool's day, but I promise you this is no joke. - 04.01.10
Tempting fate. Please don't let me regret this. - 03.29.10

Archives 2002-2004


email
notify
profile
links
guestbook
notes




Perfect Pandas
diaryland


Add to Technorati Favorites
Personal Blogs - Blog Top Sites
Health Blogs - Blog Catalog Blog Directory