08.27.05

12:05 a.m.

nothing different. I'm sick of my whining, too.

I'm sad. Again. What's new?

I'm overwhelmed. I feel so dumb right now. I feel behind in my classes, and it's only the first week. I feel I should be in the remedial classes. But, there are no remedial classes. Or, Iíve already taken them.

I'm so exhausted.

Of everything.

My body is beginning to break. It can't handle the punishment I inflict upon it much longer. My knee is swollen and a deep red. My throat is raw and inflamed. My eyes are red and watery most of the time. My mind, it's not working like it should. I'm angry all the time. Angry or sad. But, theyíre the same thing, really. Arenít they?

I need help.

But, I'm the only one that can help me.

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