02.17.08
10:01 p.m.
I drew him a picture of bluebirds to make him feel better
I'm worried about The Boy. He's been really sick and he won't answer his phone or text me or anything.I hope he's ok. He promised if he didn't feel better by tomorrow that he'd go to the doctor.
I hope he's not mad at me.
I deserve for him to be mad at me, but I hope he's not. But, if it's between him being mad at me or him being deathly ill, of course I choose mad.
But, I hope it's neither.
It's making my stomach do flips and making me nauseous. I just want him to be happy and ok.