I drew him a picture of bluebirds to make him feel betterI'm worried about The Boy. He's been really sick and he won't answer his phone or text me or anything.
I hope he's ok. He promised if he didn't feel better by tomorrow that he'd go to the doctor.
I hope he's not mad at me.
I deserve for him to be mad at me, but I hope he's not. But, if it's between him being mad at me or him being deathly ill, of course I choose mad.
But, I hope it's neither.
It's making my stomach do flips and making me nauseous. I just want him to be happy and ok.