I tempted fate and I think I pissed it off...Let me quote my last post:
I know that every time I say this the universe throws a big "Fuck You" in my face and ruins my happiness, but I'm going to say it anyway: He makes me beyond happy. I can't help but smile around him.
So, while things are still copacetic between the Captain and I, it's been a struggle. I adore him, but this has been the biggest exercise in patience I have ever endured. Sometimes I question whether this is the right thing...
I don't know.
I woke up this morning at 2:45am (after going to bed at midnight!) to watch the Leonid shower with a friend. I saw nearly a hundred meteors/shooting stars and I wished upon each one - always the same thing.