I'm a bit sad the crush has subsided. It made me feel giddy and happy and fluttery.So, I talk to the home-schooled Catholic boy on a daily basis and we hang out occasionally outside of school/work. But, I can't decide if my innocent, yet completely inappropriate, crush has subsided or if it's just dormant. I adore him and care about him, but no longer want to molest him. Well, sometimes momentarily, but it's fleeting.
I'm assuming the crush has morphed into something more maternal. Probably because I feel like the Den Mother to him and the boy scout Air Force boys.
I suppose if I thought about it enough, I'd be sad. It's a bit pathetic that I'm the surrogate mommy to 22 year old boys.
Meh. Whatever. It's nice to have a loving/caring friendship with boys that doesn't involve sex. It's a bit refreshing and probably exactly what I need right now. And sex. But not necessarily from the same individual, of course.
In other news, I sliced the tip of my finger off when I was slicing tomatoes on Sunday night. Fun times! I don't have health insurance so I had to super glue it back on. Literally. Luckily, it was still attached by a sliver of skin, so hopefully I regain feeling soon.
I'm so ghetto.