01.22.08
9:50 a.m.
Everything was pink - even the tea and wine.
My first class of the semester starts in two hours, and as usual, I'm scared out of my mind.I worked so hard last semester that I don't know if I can do much more than I did. Sometimes I was at school from 7:00am to midnight; I was there everyday including weekends for at least 12 hours for the last two months of the semester.
I tried explaining it last night, but I just came off as a snotty cunt who thinks I deserve an A because I'm smart. That's not it at all, but I just don't think I can try much harder and I don't want to disappoint everyone.
I don't know. Tomorrow I have class at 8:00am which means I have to leave my house at 7:00am. Which means I have to get up by 6:30 at the very latest. If I want 8 hours of sleep I have to go to bed at 10:30pm.
I don't think that's happened since I was in elementary school.
In other news, my sister-in-law is about to pop out a kid. I attended her baby shower last weekend and it was so prim and proper I felt like a moron. Seriously, it was in a tea parlor with proper tea service. Including those pretentious finger sandwiches. Just to be white trashy, I totally took a picture.
Luckily, I was sitting at the poor people table, so none of us knew which fork to use or the proper way to act. Fun times.
Also, quite possibly, my sister-in-law is the cutest thing I've ever seen.
Seriously, I adore her.