So sleepyI don't think I've been this tired and exhausted since... well, never.
Why the hell would I choose to start working again right when school is getting really hard? And, I still try to squeeze in a few hours of volunteer work a week.
I think to take my mind off how mad I am with myself I'm trying to keep so busy that I don't have to think about how angry I really am at me. (I really hate the way this sentence is structured and it's annoying the shit out of me, but I'm too tired to try to fix it. I'm sorry.)
That's my theory, but luckily I don't have time to think about it right now.