01.24.07
1:00 a.m.
crash, bang, boom
I fear that I have gotten myself in too deep.Differential equations, thermodynamics, dynamics, probability and statistics, mechEtronics.
It's the first week and I feel behind and incompetent. It used to be I was one of the smartest in the class, now I'm one of the dumb ones that is completely lost the entire time. I must say, "What?! How'd he do that?" at least 33 times a class.
Not once have I had to read the textbook to understand the material in a class. I would go to class, listen and take notes and I would understand. Now I find that I have to read the text before class and after class and 3 other times while doing the homework just to slightly comprehend what's going on.
Slightly.
I always wondered when things would come crashing down on me. I wonder no more.
