1:41 a.m.

worst episode ever

Today, and tonight, has been absolutely horrible.

Among many other things, my financial aid is messed up, I bought two books for $324 and I still have two more to buy, I got a parking ticket while waiting to speak to a financial aid adviser, my father canceled lunch again for the 4th time in a row, I think Mark and I are done, I miss my best friend, I'm starting to get bills from my Ovary incident two months ago, my mother hates me and wants me out again, I've fainted a few times lately, I'm gaining weight like a sumo wrestler, I have cramps and I'm bleeding again for the second time this month.

I'm sure there's more, but I have a headache and I need to go lie down for a bit.

Even through all this, there is a part of me that is optimistic. I am alive, and seemingly healthy. And even though there are people that I wish loved me that don't, there are people who love me that don't even really know me. I'm very lucky to have everything I do.

Wake me in the morning, please.

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