10.02.06
11:29 p.m.
SAM-e
I went to the mountains again this weekend.
I spent almost 3 hours at the store tonight and all I bought was Diet Caffeine Free Coke, Dexatrim, Diurex, and SAM-e.
I heard SAM-e helps. I heard it makes you happy. I bought double strength. I want to take them all right now so I can be happy immediately. Regardless of how it may seem, I do want to be happy.
I really need a friend right now. I need someone to cry to, and to yell at, and to tell me it's ok. And the friend I need is the same person as the one I need to cry about and yell about. And, that really sucks.
I thought I was pretty yesterday. Today I feel ugly. Inside and out.
