04.10.06
3:35 a.m.
it's been a long time. I'm so tired.
My body issues began at a young age; around eleven I think. It was constantly drilled into my head that I needed to lose weight, be perfect, and not eat. My father even offered to give me $10 for every pound I lost.The sad thing is I thought I was so fat then.
I�m fasting this week. I need to feel ok again.
I just hope I have enough willpower.
