it's been a long time. I'm so tired.My body issues began at a young age; around eleven I think. It was constantly drilled into my head that I needed to lose weight, be perfect, and not eat. My father even offered to give me $10 for every pound I lost.
The sad thing is I thought I was so fat then.
Iím fasting this week. I need to feel ok again.
I just hope I have enough willpower.