02.28.06
3:02 a.m.
here comes the sun
So, I�m feeling a bit better. I went to class this evening only because I can not miss any more physics classes. 66% is not acceptable to me. At all. Ever.It was a nice 70 degrees here today which is completely unusual. I�m so ready for spring. Usually I�m not that excited about it. I�m more of a gloomy, grey, snowy winter kind of gal.
However, there�s something stirring.
In me.
I can feel it. I�m dumping the weight of a friendship that has kept me down, and I�m more than � way through a difficult degree. Excluding that 66% I�m doing pretty well.
I�ve joined two clubs, though I�ve yet to go to any of the meetings. It�s more for a boost to my scholarship applications and resumes than for social interaction.
But, you never know. Maybe I�ll actually enjoy the people. I want to. I really do.
I�m going to be happy damn it, even if it�s horribly unpleasant in the beginning.
Now I just need to quit this bullshit bulimia crap and I�ll be set.