It still sucks, but it's getting easierI'm nursing a broken heart at the moment, and while I think it was probably for the best, it still stings.
Almost on a daily basis I have a dialog in my head about what I'm going to write here, and every day I have a post perfectly planned out. I post here for my benefit, and the whole planing process usually puts me at enough ease to feel better about whatever I've been worrying about, so I procrastinate posting. However, I think it's extremely beneficial to have a record to look back upon and realize how far I've come.
Today I read through old entries, and while some unfortunate history repeats itself in my life too often, it's nice to read a post where I thought life wouldn't ever get any better, and without fail, it does.
I needed that reminder today.