03.12.08
2:19 a.m.
I'm no artist, I promise you that
So, I'm getting really burnt out on math and science. Coming from an engineer that's just ridiculous. Anyway, I want to be more creative, but I suck so bad at it. I'm not creative or talented at anything but math and science.That's it.
And lately, I'm doubting my talent in that, too.
So, I went on a spending spree for art supplies. I bought every damn artistic thing available. I bought watercolors, acrylics, pastels and watercolor pencils. I've been sewing stuff and buy pretty fabric whenever I see it, but I suck at that, too. I have no idea what to DO with the fabric. I have journaling things; I have so many types of Moleskines I should by stock in them.
So, for the first time ever I tried watercolor painting tonight. I followed a simple tutorial online, but I suck so I didn't really follow it. Then I decided that I'd go abstract because you can't really fuck that up, right?
Wrong. I fucked that up, too. And they all look like a 4 year old made them.
Oh well. I figure you can all use a nice laugh, so here you go:
Wanna know how fucked up my analytical mind is? I like the abstract green and purple one because it's the most...clean? Separated? I dunno...simple?
