02.17.08

I drew him a picture of bluebirds to make him feel better

I'm worried about The Boy. He's been really sick and he won't answer his phone or text me or anything.

I hope he's ok. He promised if he didn't feel better by tomorrow that he'd go to the doctor.

I hope he's not mad at me.

I deserve for him to be mad at me, but I hope he's not. But, if it's between him being mad at me or him being deathly ill, of course I choose mad.

But, I hope it's neither.

It's making my stomach do flips and making me nauseous. I just want him to be happy and ok.

I miss him so much.