07.21.07

6:35 p.m.

whiner

I've hit a low.

I don't have any desire to do anything with anyone. I keep making excuses about not wanting to do things - like not wanting to be around screaming children, or not wanting to be the only single person at a party full of couples and 3 year olds - but I don't know if that's truly the reason.

I've been made to feel like it's a serious problem and I need mental help. Which, I'm pretty sure I do. However, could it also be, just a little, that I don't want to be around people that make me feel like less of a person because I'm 27, single and childfree?

I don't know what to feel anymore. I know I'm not happy, but I don't know why. Well that's not really true, I do: I'm fat and miserable.

I just want to sleep forever.

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