wtf do I do?!I don't know what to do.
Seriously, I'm at a complete loss of words and functioning brain power. Partly due to midterms, but partly due to this email I received from the boy today.
Ok, I didn't email him because you all told me not to, and I was finally feeling a little better about the whole thing and was moving on, then I open my email this morning and this is the first one I see.
Seriously?! Like, what the fuck? I'm so confused. Why did he email me? Was it to clear his conscious? Did he feel guilty for a split second, or is he really that retarded as to think I'd actually need to be told he wasn't coming?
I don't know what to do. I know what I should do, and I know what I want to do because I'm a complete pushover, but I don't know what the right thing to do is. I don't want to be a cunt, and I have enough bad karma coming my way that I don't need to add any more by emailing him something nasty in return.
Is it wrong that I don't hate him? Like honestly, it hurt and it sucked, but I don't really hate him.
Help me please.