12.17.06
1:12 a.m.
slightly below the surface
There are moments when I think that Mark is the person I could spend the rest of my life with and have the clich�d white picket fence and 2.5 children.But then there are small personality traits that seep out and I realize that he�s not the one for me. Phrases and words that make me question the kind of person that lies hidden slightly below the surface just waiting to emerge when I�m too far into the relationship to bail.
For now, I�m going to ignore them. I just don�t want to be alone anymore.