06.19.06
3:45 a.m.
old memories mean nothing to me
I was going through old photos and scanning them into my computer today. I'm making a book for father's day. Yes, I'm a little late.As I flipped through thousands of photos of family memories, I tried pinpointing when I stopped being this happy little girl and turned into a frightened, unhappy child.
It's obviously when I started gaining weight. I don�t smile after that happened. At all.
But, I'm not sure if I was sad because I was fat, or if I was fat because I was sad.
And, when did I turn into an exact replica of my mother and why didn�t anyone tell me?
