04.27.06
1:05 a.m.
fainted or passed out?
Just a warning, I'm in a foul mood, and you'd be unwise to even glance in my direction because nothing you do will be right. In fact, the way your eyes move would probably irritate me.I'm really weak and tired. I passed out this afternoon. Or fainted. I'm not really sure what the difference is, but it didn't last long if that's a determining factor.
Luckily I was at home, and wasn�t driving or at school. I stood up from the chair and immediately fell to the ground. I don�t think I was out long because the commercial break wasn�t over yet.
However, I do have a headache and a killer bruise from the side table I apparently bashed into on my tumble to the floor. Which are completely unrelated because the bruise is on my shoulder.
Ow.
After class I went to the grocery store to get a few items. You know, to vomit and kill myself with. Anyway, I saw one of those blood pressure machines and decided to try it. It came up as 147/84. I have no clue what range that lies in because the little chart was peeled off the machine. Once again, I�m too lazy to look it up, and quite honestly, I�m afraid.
I know that I have to stop this. I know that I�m killing myself.
And, I�m really scared.
But, I�m so embarrassed it�s gone this far.