04.10.06

3:35 a.m.

it's been a long time. I'm so tired.

My body issues began at a young age; around eleven I think. It was constantly drilled into my head that I needed to lose weight, be perfect, and not eat. My father even offered to give me $10 for every pound I lost.

The sad thing is I thought I was so fat then.

Get in Shape Girl!

Hate myself

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Swimming

Iím fasting this week. I need to feel ok again.

I just hope I have enough willpower.


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