uneasinessI'm taking my third, and final, midterm of this week tomorrow evening.
I'm so stressed, and work has thrown a deadline on me for tomorrow. They expect me to go from an 8 hour a week job to a 40 hour a week job with no notice AND during midterms.
I have to do good on this midterm, it's for physics. Remember... the test I almost failed last month.
I got an 87% on my engineering design midterm, which I'm not very happy with, but I'm not going to cry over it. I just finished my linear algebra midterm earlier tonight, and I feel pretty good about it.
That means one of two things - I knew what I was doing, and I did well or I only thought I knew what I was doing and I did horribly.
I hope I did well.
But honestly, I don't really care right now. I just feel like someone is kicking me repeatedly in the stomach. My nerves and the anxiety I feel about tomorrow is killing me. Physically.
It's past 2:30am, and I want to get up early in the morning to finish the work stuff and then focus on studying, but I canít sleep.
I've never been good at studying for exams.
I want to vomit from nerves.