11.02.05
1:21 p.m.
I'm a big fat liar
I'm sitting in the engineering building. The computer lab to be exact. And, I'm worrying about the calculus homework I didn't do that's due in, oh about 15 minutes.I'm also worrying about the physics homework that's due tonight, about 2 hours after I get out of calculus.
And, you know what I'll do? I'll wait until less than an hour before I have to leave for class to even start the fucking homework. Because that's what I do lately. Procrastinate until it's too late.
In my defense, I've felt like complete shit for the past 2-3 days. Like, I think I'm dying. But then again, when don't I think I'm dying?
This time it's worse. My whole body aches. I have a headache that won't go away - no matter what. I'm listless and tired all the time. I feel exhausted after more then 10 hours of sleep.
But, whatever. Maybe I'm just depressed. Maybe it's the fact that I get my fucking period every 2 weeks. Maybe it's because there's a carbon monoxide leak in my house somewhere slowly killing me.
Maybe it's because this is what I do when I don't care anymore.
