09.14.05
12:06 a.m.
conditioned
I eat and eat and eat and eat to fill the emptiness inside me.It never works.
I purge to feel empty again; to punish myself for being so weak and out of control; to feel numb.
It always works.
I want this to end.
It never works.
I purge to feel empty again; to punish myself for being so weak and out of control; to feel numb.
It always works.
I want this to end.
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